Done!

Well Liam spent almost an hour at the dinner table but he finished his whole plate of food by himself with his own spoon. Good job Liam!

This is what I will say:

I have the chance this coming week to talk with the other parents at my parent participation class.  This is what I will say:

October is Down syndrome awareness month, and i believe one of my roles as Liam's mom is to educate others about the ups and downs of what that means.  

The gist of what I want to say is mostly positive.  

The rare times I was asked at the beginning about anything related to Ds was usually if I knew befor he was born.  The answer is no.  It was a surprise, and I had never known anyone with DS before, so this has been one wild ride.  I want to tell people about DS because the abortion rate for a prenatal diagnosis is very high, between 75-90 %. That is a personal choice and I firmly believe every woman's right.  

The fears I had at the beginning have turned into worries, no longer  fears, but I am a worrier in general.  Would he have a girlfriend?  Would he go to normal school? Would he drive?  Always live at home?  Would he engage, or have an empty look in his eyes?  That last one was and still is the hardest for me.  And I get a lot of mixed feelings when I see adults with DS.  But I am finding that Liam is indeed very engaged.  Shy around others often, but a funny and lively guy.  He loves books and playing ball and following his sister and having dance parties to lady gaga before bed.  He will have romantic feelings, have a job, quite probably live on his own.  I read about a young man who did get a drivers license, though this is uncommon.  And a man who was recently the first in Spain to get a normal college degree.  

Facts:  around half of babies have heart problems and need surgery. Hearing loss is common.  Low muscle tone ism the big challenge. Thyroid issues, autism, celiac disease and leukemia are all more common than in the typical population.  Early onset Alzheimer's. 

So I have a two year old and I am already thinking way ahead into the future.  How to offset decline in memory and cognition with nutrition and supplements.  His financial future if we were to die before him.  What needs to be put into place if when he turns 18 if we feel he isn't the best judge of financial and health matters.  

We have occupational and physical therapy once a week and an early interventionist and we also do a separate therapy program of our own volition which we love.  Right now we are working on core strength and bringing his legs in closer when he walks.  Reading books and flashcards and the input of a lot of knowledge.  Oral stimulation.  Processing, which for Liam right now means following two step directions.  

When he does typical two year old things I am thrilled.  When he started using a pincer grasp for the first time to pick up old food from the kitchen floor I said "no!", but inside I was shouting "yes!"  I freaked out hearing that some kids didn't potty train until 6-7 years old, so the fact we are starting is just friggin awesome.  

Here's what we have learned:  having high expectations is absolutely and vitally necessary. We will never let his diagnosis be an excuse for not trying our hardest at things.  We will raise him in the same way as his sister. He will be bilingual and well travelled. We will help him delve into and develop his passion.  There's a man in Arizona with his own restaurant. A woman with an internet cooking show.  I cling to these stories.  There is a catch phrase common in the DS community, "we are more alike than different". 

Questions?  

Pretend

Oct 20, 2013

I'm starting to see Liam do a little pretend play. You don't realize what giant leap that is developmentally until you are watching a child's development so closely!  

Just now he was making his penguin bounce, or dance, and make a noise.  And he's starting to get the pretend aspect of "play" eating.  

Faith

I have learned a lot about faith in the last couple of years. Obviously it has touched my life in some incredibly varied ways, but here is one tiny example:  I have read from many sources that turmeric is beneficial to people who are suffering from Alzheimer's or memory loss and knowing that Liam has a higher chance of early-onset Alzheimer's I have been adding turmeric to rice and other dishes. It may be that a more concentrated dose is more beneficial, but I don't know. I am using the spice, and it can't do any harm, and I can only hope that in some small way- along with all the other things I do, it is helping.  

No words necessary

Park

A perfect morning at the park and Liam found a new buddy to play with. And he climbed up the slide for the first time!   That takes strength, balance and coordination!

Number two

So, I kind of can't believe it that Liam's just over two years old and is already pooping on the potty! Not always, and we are not doing any formal potty trAining yet, but a couple of weeks ago pedro thought we should get out the potty and try it since we always know when he was going number two by his semi squat position and concentrated look.  

And after a few tries he was willing to sit on it!  And if he goes, we clap and cheer and kiss and blow bubbles to celebrate. 

Get this.  Today we were at a birthday party in a friend's apartment, and he was holding a toy car, when he patted his behind and said "po". So I rushed him to the bathroom, and he did it!  

I'm pretty positive that almost no one wants to hear all of this, but here is why it so amazing.... I was scared by the stories I'd heard of kids with DS not potty training until 5, 6 or so.  Not to put down those kids, every individual is different, but admittedly, it did make me sad about the future thinking of preschool in a diaper and what other kids might say.  

So yeah for Liam!

Oh internet...

A lot has gone through my head since I posted on Facebook on September 30 that I would be posting a lot this month on my blog about Down syndrome for DS awareness month (not quite 31 for 21).  I posed the question:  what have you learned since you have known Liam?  

I guess i was hoping that this little guy has already taught those who have known him, or maybe haven't met him but see his pics and read the blog and know me, something new about:  all the things he WILL be able to do in life, simple facts about DS, The range of emotions joys and concerns that a parent goes through. Etc. 

My error is tying up too much expectation to Facebook and what I post there.  I don't want to be one of those, "like" this post...people.  Or laying out every emotion on fb looking for support. It all seems a little desperate.  

Still though, one friend responded.  One. If I have a friend who has a child with autism or a friend going through chemotherapy or a friend who has something that has changed their life so much I would want to know a little bit more about it. I wondered if when I had a son with down syndrome if any of my friends or family took it upon themselves to do a little investigating to find out what down syndrome means. I know some did. And I know absolutely without a doubt that my loved ones support us and love us deeply. 

Maybe I should just leave this internet thinking for a while.  

Trouble!

Oh boy, this little guy is getting into trouble! He is so perfectly two. You might say, Of course he is- isn't that how old he is?  And while that me be true, it is hard to see the development progress reports that show his expressive language at 19 months, gross motor at 17 months, fine motor and cognition at 18 months when he is 26 months old.  I try not to put too much energy into those things, but they are written out for me.  Maybe I'll shred them.
So yes, it is exciting to see him acting so perfectly his age. Two. And getting into trouble.  "But it's the good kind of trouble!" Lupe says.  Good, except when he touched the stove for the first time- a hot stove! Or stands on the arm of the couch!

Dear Your Royal Highness

Your Royal Highnesses,

I want to thank you for taking the time to read my daughter’s letter.  As many five year olds are, she is pretty obsessed with princesses, and was disappointed when we were in England this summer that she couldn’t meet Princess Kate.  How do you explain the real world to a five year old without crushing their imaginations and dreams?

Luckily I was able to tell her that there was a rumored “due date” of July 13, so she was probably not able to meet the princess because she was getting ready to have her baby.  On that day we celebrated a family reunion in London and met distant family from Scotland for the first time.  My husband is from Mexico and it was his first time in Europe. 

Imagine our excitement to find out that the royal baby would have Alexander as one of his names, the same as Lupe’s little brother!

I also wanted to say that as a mom of a little boy with Down syndrome, I was so happy to read that you had chosen a work of art by an artist, who happens to have Down syndrome, for your son’s nursery.  You may have chosen the lovely painting simply because you felt a special connection with it, but as you know, these small choices can be so uplifting and affirming for a group of people.  Thank you.

Before Liam Alexander was born I knew nothing about Down syndrome.  The beginning was filled with a lot of fear - of the unknown, when it should have been filed with hope.  He is now two and I have learned a lot and am now filled with high expectations, and HOPE.  Hope that he has so many more possibilities than I could have imagined in those first months. 

Lupe knows why her brother’s therapists come to work with him.  But she really doesn't know anything is different about her brother.  She doesn't know what challenges he may face as he grows up.  She adores him.  Someday though, she will understand more and come to appreciate, as I do, your choice of art.  You strike me as good people.  Thank you for all the good things you are doing with the privilege of your position.  And congratulations on the birth of your beautiful son!

Most sincerely,

Sara McGrath

Here is a link to an article about the artist, Tazia Fawley:

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/09/12/will-kate-painting-gift_n_3915196.html

Ignorance is bliss?

Back in June we did some blood tests for Liam to see if gluten was a problem for him as I'd heard kids with DS are more likely to have issues.  We were going to Europe  and I thought it would all turn out ok and we could eat cheese and croissants with no problem.  Well we did eat those things, and more, but not without possible long term problems.  Liam's blood test showed that he was intolerant to gluten and also sensitive to....eggs, soy, rice, corn, etc etc.  I simply have not been able to cut out those things, though after the trip I have gone back to 99% dairy and gluten free for Liam and 85% for me.  And everyone, with genuine love and concern for us asks, "well, do you notice a difference when he eats those things?  How is he reacting?"  The only thing I can tell he's reacted to is dairy. 

But here's the rub.  The pesky extra chromosome means that I think a lot more about my two year old's future.  I think about my two years old's high chance of early onset Alzheimer's. I think about how to provide for him after we are gone, or the fact that we may go around the same time, because his life expectancy is lower (though it is way higher than it  ought have been twenty years ago). 

From the Mayo Clinic:

"Life expectancy

Life spans have increased dramatically for people with Down syndrome. In 1929, a baby born with Down syndrome often didn't live to age 10. Today, someone with Down syndrome can expect to live to 50 and beyond, depending on the severity of his or her health problems."

So, this food stuff, as I understand it, affects his long term health, even if we don't see overt signs of these food Intolerances now.  I am his mom, and as many of you know, a mom will do anything for her kids.  

But I have to find a balance. If a food is not causing diarrhea or rashes, maybe I can be conscious of limiting it, but not 100% strict about it.  A happy, relatively stress free family life is pretty important.  I am trying yo figure it all out. If I would stop researching so much about my little guy, I'd be in blissful ignorance, eating pizza, but wondering about his constant congestion.  Educating myself is important, but so is letting go, and trusting my mama instincts.  

Wish me luck!

Every little thing he does is magic

We had occupational therapy yesterday and Liam just wasn't into it.  Maybe he was tired, maybe he was hungry.  But then, in the last five minutes, he did something we'd been wanting him to do for so long....he blew a bubble!  See, we knew someday he would do that.  Just like we knew eventually he would crawl, then walk.  And how we know that he will talk someday, and probably talk our ears off, though right now he is pretty far behind developmentally in that area.  We know these things will happen, and when they do...it is a big deal.  I mean major joy happening.  His bubble blowing is inconsistent, he mostly wants to do it himself (he's two!), sticking the wrong end in the container.  But he did something yesterday he had never done before, and hopefully he saw our huge smiles, and loved the hugs, and knew he achieved something new.